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Written on 12/09/2008 11:58:00 pm by Swift!

Death.
How would you prefer it?
To know well in advance, when you are gonna die?
Or,
Encounter the reality just before you die!

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Things have changed so much in such a short span of time. In less than 48 hours, a lot of things happened; I knew things won't be that easy when time comes for me to rejoin, but I didn't know it can get so ugly. The shock on getting the mail from HR, the tension of ticket booking (which were nowhere to be found), the task of gathering (finding,to be exact) all my belongings from Mysore and repacking them (in fact now I have more luggage than when I went for the first time), the reluctance to come out of this holiday and actually start "working"... It was all great! I had a bit too much of holidaying. Wonder if it's going to do me any good.

This time I am serious: hereafter you can't find me in Trivandrum (atleast!).

The journey starts tomorrow.

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A strange fear lies in some corner of my heart. It surfaces at times. When it does, it disturbs me a lot. But what I don't know is what I fear?
Do I fear myself?